Hey everyone, the name's Brenton Gabourel, I'm 15 years old, 5ft. 11in.(or somethiig like that, I cant remember), and my birth day is April 3. I attend Anglican Cathedral Colledge, I'm at the momment a 3rd former, and taking Biology, Chemisty, and Physics(I know lots of work to do). My dream job in the future is to be a Nuero-surgeon, Cardiac-surgeon, or a Pathologist, I just want to get inside a human body(Yes, I know aswell, it's a little creepy). I'm into the whole darkness and blood theme, even my room is painted blood-red. I live my life with codes that I created myself with the help of no one, and I also go by some of the words of the 10 commanments. My favorit colours would have to be black, grey, and blood-red. My musical choices I would have to say are Alternative and Rock(and any other that would come under those), and Techno. I'd also have to classify myself as EMO/Goth, due to my life choices(but please don't call me a santanist, because I'm not, it only seems so at time). Even with all that I've said so far, please don't take it to account that I'm a bad person. You can ask anyone about me and I'm sure they would have nothing really bad to say about me. Well that's basically me, and thanks for taking the time to read this, Later.

"An EMO’s Parents"

A lock door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red.
A folded note, on the floor,
A broken mirror,
A young girl lays there dead.
Their emotions in a tangle,
The room begins to swirl.
She was mom's perfect angel,
And daddy's little girl.


"I Hurt"

I hurt myself today...
To see if i could feel...
I focus on the pain...
The only thing that's real.

I give my heart to you...
I hope you do not break it...
I trust you with this gift...
Please don't make me regret it.

Now we're far apart...
I hate you for the pain...
I hope you die slowly...
From a tumor in the brain.

My final hours have come...
I now lay in my death bed...
I regret most of my past...
But sadly, now I'm dead.


“THE TRAVELER”

I stand in the fork of a road; a traveling stranger wants to decide which route to take. I ask him, "Do you go right? Or do you go left? A simple decision, yes? No ambiguities. Only the dream of the path not taken! An so, one might stand in this place and contemplate for a long while. What will I miss if I go left? What will I lose if I go right? An in my indecision, have I chosen a worse faith?" The traveler then asks, "Go right?" I respond, “Yes, right is the way to go! But why should you take my word for it? Why should you trust me? Perhaps I delight in the torment of others. Perhaps I only live to see you suffer.” He then asks again, “Go left?” I say, “Ah, a wise decision, perhaps? Neither is free of pain and misery. Neither devoid of pleasure. Yet, which is the right choice? Left, I presume, or is it?” the stranger now confused and afraid, decides to pull out a knife and kills himself. “Another death because of the words of my mouth.” I say while laughing in a sinister manner.

EMOs, GOTHs, Bipolars, Randoms, Animals, Anime, Chatting(3D on IMVU.com included), Music, T.V., Sleeping, Talking(Both in person and on the phone).

Alternative, Techno, Rock, Trance, Japanese Pop, etc.

Soul Society from Sarah Guthrie on Vimeo. One Missed Call, Pulse, Grudge(1-2), The Hills Have Eyes(1-2), Silent Hill, Harry Potter(1-5), Candyman(1-2), Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, etc.

Death Note, Naruto, Bleach, Blood+, One Piece, Inuyasha, Code Geass, Family Guy, American Dad, G4, Comedy Central.

Bridge To Terabithia, The Exorcist, and The Book of Revelation.

My sadness has finally taken over, and my madness is slowly creeping behind.I can't seem to find the light I once followed endlesly, as if the darkness covering my eyes can not be broken.